I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I can smile despite how bad things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a screw up with a good heart.
Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, cause indifference hurts more then angry words.
I can’t tell you why the people that have meant the most to me pop up at the weirdest times. But I have a feeling in my heart that those people are meant to be in my life, because no matter how long we don’t talk, no matter how much we argue, things go back to normal no matter what.
“i love you.” don’t say that. just don’t. because i’ll believe it. we’ll say all these cute things to each other, and i’ll go to bed smiling every night. we’ll have those “i love you more” fights. and then one day you’ll wake up and decide that you don’t love me anymore. just like that, and take it all back. and don’t tell me you won’t because you will, just like he did.
I want you to know that i love you. I never did stop, not for one gasping second. My love for you is unconditional and it will never end as long as I live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I want. I never doubted us, but you did. I never stopped thinking about you even though you stopped thinking about me. I never wanted to let go, but you did.