Everything will be okay. Think about happened a year ago today. You probably can’t even remember. Everything that seems important now won’t be anymore. Things find a way of working themselves out. Things aren’t as impossible as they seem. Don’t think about how broken your heart is right now, don’t think about how things won’t work and how hard everything seems to always be. You have two moving feet and a heart that beats. Use your feet and go find someone or something to make your heart happy. Everything is going to work out. Whatever happens is what is what is supposed to happen. Maybe it won’t always work out, I can’t promise you that it will. But there is no reason to believe you won’t be okay. There is no reason to believe everything won’t work out.
Even though you turned out to be an asshole, you were the only person to act like you really gave a fuck about me. You knew me inside and out & you loved all of me. Or at least I thought you did.. And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to completely get over you. It all turned out to be a lie, but that just makes it harder to let go. I just need that guy back that sent me good morning beautiful texts. I miss the guy who wouldn’t let me get away with saying “I’m fine,” because he knew me enough to know I’m not. The guy who could put a smile on my face by just answering the phone. The guy who would stay on the phone with me all night, even after we fell asleep. That guy who would wake up early just to hear the sound of my voice while I was getting ready for school. The guy that I trusted with everything and anything. The only guy I ever completely let in. The guy who would manage to have at least one “no, you’re cuter” or “I love you more” fight a day. The guy who wanted to spend as much time with me as he possibly could. The guy who would always remind me how much he cared about me after every fight we had. The guy who would tell me he’s not worth my tears when he would make me cry. The guy who drove me crazy, but i wouldn’t want it any other way. The guy who had me convinced I’d spend forever with him. The guy who meant the world to me until one day he just left.
I want you to know that i love you. I never did stop, not for one gasping second. My love for you is unconditional and it will never end as long as I live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I want. I never doubted us, but you did. I never stopped thinking about you even though you stopped thinking about me. I never wanted to let go, but you did.
People are always going to have lots of reasons why you shouldn’t be with your love. But it should never make you rethink your situation with this person. You’re with this person because you love them and they make you happy.